If I’m Being Honest…

Nov. 3: If you could be completely honest with no regrets, what would you say and to whom?

If I said I wanted to be honest with myself, would that be taking the easy way out?

I suppose it would…besides, even though I’m not always 100% honest with myself, it doesn’t mean I’m not aware of everything within myself.

If I could be completely honest..to anyone..it would be to the one person who broke my heart.

I would tell them how their betrayal had affected me and scarred me as I grew up and lived my life feeling inadequate and unworthy. This toxic inferiority complex had reached its peak after I reached my 20’s and now that I am in grad school, I am trying to overcome these issues so I can live my best life.

I don’t know if I am ready for forgiveness.

I know I can’t forget.

But I know I’m not weak for fighting this fight this long..

Maybe I can even be honest with myself when I say that I am strong.


Prompt from BlogHer.com

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About ClarissaG

I write what I'm passionate about. I believe in the therapeutic process of writing because it keeps me sane and motivated.
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2 Responses to If I’m Being Honest…

  1. clcouch123 says:

    I could be wrong, but I doubt forgiving means forgetting. Maybe a healthier way to remember. I especially admire this insight: “But I know I’m not weak for fighting this fight this long.” No, not weak. Quite the reverse. Thanks for the honest words, Clarissa. I hope you have a pleasant November weekend.–Christopher

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